Can I be on a meadow, picking flowers, and laying in the sunshine? EH no.. As I near the end of my academic years (aka two more terms left)... I feel the need to find reasons to extend my journey. I do this only when I think about what come after this all ends? The problem is that I don't want to know, its not that I don't know and I'm scared, no. I can not image a life that doesn't involve going to classes. Maybe it is because it a=has literally been the center of my life for the past 16 years, or maybe because I don't know a life without education. The irony in this is that I am trying effortlessly to graduate earlier than my fellow classmates, thinking that it will get me a head start into real life, real life that I am consciously coming to face as something that I am yet ready for. There is more to this post than my dragging on sorrows of how I really don't know what to do with my life. I know one thing. I don't even want to stop making art. I cannot image my life without a lens to shot a photo, or without a pencil to draw a face, or without a computer to construct whatever illustration captivates my inspiration. I am fairly certain that this will HONESTLY be the one thing in my life that remains a constant theme in my attention.
Being able to have complete freedom within the realm of art is satisfying and brings me peace. In this world, society, community, in humanity in general, it is difficult to find peace, to find calm, and to find acceptance. Realizing that nonw of this matters in finding peace and happiness to me is my saving grace.
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